Monday, September 20, 2010

"Please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright..."

It's 1:53 in the morning. I'm wasting time online (facebook, Google Reader, etc.) and that's when it hits me that I'm crying? Don't know why... school's good, things are good, Gators are winning. I mean, I'm still job hunting, but that's never made me cry. But I'm crying. And that's not a normal reaction to wasting time online, so I get kind of nervous, because I'm crying.

What do I do? I email Mark Walters. I haven't talked to him in maybe 2 or 3 years and I email him at 1:53 in the morning because for a while I could talk to him about anything even if I didn't know what it was and he would listen and be encouraging and we would just have amazing conversations for hours. I miss that.

I've gone too long without an amazing conversation with a good friend... any really good friend.